unhappiness

why i become more unhappy...
i hav never faced this kind of emptiness before... so lonely, no listener, no one can go through thick and thin with me... very depressed n wanna cry everyday...
no one can understand what i think n de first impression dat i giv ppl is not other than stress!!!
no money, no helps, i like a plank that floating on the sea, i hav no goal, i dunno fight 4 wat... i can't even suffer de discriminating views of other since i am i, a person who r too concious about her face, and touturing herself...
and now i back to the origin again, i miss home, i miss my family, i miss the food in Malaysia, i miss the shopping in Malaysia...
"miss you, miss you"...wuwu